I should

I should be the one that must be doing this for you
I should be the one that have betrayed you
I should be the one that have to plant things in your mind
But i shouldn't because i'm more than this, and because i never will make you suffer
the way you make me suffer.
I've never have doing that things that you make to me, like throughing 4 years all in the trash.
And for complete back after break up, and act like never happen nothing, and saying that we are not dating anymore, but acting like we are dating.
This don't make with a little heart and with a heart that have a lot of love for gige for this person. Is cruel and mean.
I past hours and hours sit on your room, waiting for you notice me. But unfortunely you only notice her. That girl that make a thing for you, that don't really know you like i did.
That saw all your life, all your secrets and know you like the palm of my hand.
All the things i saw, all the conversations of you and her, i've never gonna forget. Because was a thing that really hurt me, see that even with me by you side, you are looking for another girl, saying things about love fornher, and i've been in your side all the time and you let me go.
And for the true, she never will make a 10% that what i made for you. She never gonnq love you the way that i loved you. All the things that i separed for me and you, you only make throughing in thr trash, all the love that i reserved for you...
Is sad when someone that you love with your heart don't see you sith the same eyes...